Hi ,
currently im watching the video " Mad by neyo"
It's touching lo ,
the link is here :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_6Og2LIshE
The video for the song was directed by Diane Martel. It premiered on AOL on November 25, 2008. The video, shot in black and white, presents a narrative wherein Ne-Yo argues with his girlfriend (played by Faune Chambers). After leaving, in an attempt to save a child from a car accident, someone is fatally hit. At the end of the video, it is revealed that the whole time it has been the ghost of Ne-Yo's character singing, and that it was him who was killed.
--
Then , today woke up at arnd , 12 pm .
woke up , was having sore throat & a little fever
Chatted w shifu just now on msn & also zuiai ,
then nothing much to post lo.
Found this story on melissa's blog ,
Read it if you are bored .
--

A few nights back.
I was walking alone on the streets.
till then I walked past a lamp post, beside it was a bench.
And I sat there to have a rest.
I was sitting down and went down into deep thoughts.
Wind were blewing to my face, and fallen leaves were sweeping the floor.
And there is this caucasian old man with white beard walking over.
He is a white and had a fluent accent.
We started conversing and he told me that this lamp post were here for a century.
& he also shared me his life story, regards with this lampost.
Back then, this white old man was a young man.
He came from a wealthy and reputable family.
He help his father to tend the business and
one day he went to the streets to get his suit done in a tailor shop.
He saw a young tailor girl, with a small pony tail, a pair of blue and bright shimmering eyes, and a body scent of roses.
This tailor girl was never lack of suitors as she owns not only her good look, but also her good characters, especially her kindness.
She was nice to the stray animals and helped the poor elderly to tailor their garments for free. And of course, the young man fell for her at a sight.
There was once, the young man fell in the woods and was injured.
he went to look for help in a wooden hut.
And it turns out to be the tailor girl.
She helped him with his wounds and bandaged it.
slowly as time passes, they fell in love with each other and got together.
& their daily routine is to meet at 7pm sharp under the lampost at queensway street.
Their love grew stronger and stronger.
While one day on their date, the tailor girl told the young man that she was carrying with his baby.
He was jubilant, but only for a short 5 minutes.
Because he was shouldering all his family's responsibility, and he had a arranged marriaged by his parents.
He decided to use the baby as a truimph card to marry the tailor girl over.
He brought a necklace with a rose pendent and gave it to the tailor girl as a pledge of love.
& well, his parents did not hear any of his words.
Instead they sent a few men to set the tailor girl to fall and lead to miscarriage in secretly.
Without knowing what happened, the young man waited under the lampost as usual, but the tailor girl didnt turn up.
surprisely, it continues for the 2nd, 3rd and 4th day.
But the young man continued waiting and waiting.
Till then, he smelled a scent of roses.
He knew it was the tailor girl's perfume smell, but she was nowhere to be seen.
As he was walking away, he heard a familiar voice calling out for him from the back.
And it happens to be the tailor girl. he ran towards her regardless of obstacles.
This young man hugged her tightly.
He found out that she was miscarriaged and they have lost the baby.
He was devastated, but at the same time he realised that he couldnt live without the tailor girl. Upon knowing what his parents had done, he decided to elope with the tailor girl secretly.
and they had arranged to meet at this lampost only at the day after tomorrow, which is friday,7pm.
The young man got two train tickets to england and got someone to pass the tickets to the tailor girl.
And waited till friday 7pm to come.
When that day finally reach, the young man along with his luggage, headed straight to the street and got to the lampost to find his lover.
But when he was there, he didnt see anyone, instead it was a letter together with a torn train ticket on the bench,beside the lampost.
The letter was scented with rose perfume.
And he opened it to read.
Actually, that girl wasn't miscarriage.
Regards the fall, she managed to keep the baby survive in her womb.
But she kept it to herself because she was afraid that someone might harm her little baby again. The tailor girl left, and went to england alone.
She didnt want the man to give up things that he cared most.
She knew that he was a fillial son and worry most about his old mother's health.
and his father's business is facing problems, only marrying a rich girl will save their financial crisis.
The tailor girl wants the young man to stay in Australia, and tend to his dad's business and move on with his life.
She promise to be back, after everything is blown over.
& with that,
she left a paragraphs of pacts : Millions of apologises my dear.
You have to stay on.
I will keep this baby of ours and upbring him into an adult.
Our love has not lost.
Our love has not died.
We have won the most victorious fame of love.
And Forget me not.
This baby is our fruit of love, and he will inherit all our courage of love.
My dear Gary, I am leaving, alone.
Please do not come and find me.
Stay.
Remember, our love will be for eternity, will be forever.
Wait for me to return, and we shall continue writting on our love story.
I will be back to win our love more victories.
Under this lampost, I shall make my pact, I will be back for you.
And we will reunion, as a family.
Regardless of the distance, my love for you will remain unchange and always.
We will both keep our love alive, for eternity.
I will let our little gem know about his parents romance, and it shall remain as a glory.
in within, my heart is always staying with you my dear.
Remember to get ready for a ring, our wedding ring, and put it on for me when I am back.
Wear it on my left hand;fourth finger. & make me your lawfully wife.
My dear, we are waiting for that day to come, right ?
we will both work hard and look forward to that day we shall reconcile.
We will meet each other again, under this lampost, our pledge of love begins.
Wait for me.
And Forget me not.
With Love, Your wife-to-be
& indeed, the young man waited.
Till now its already 47 years down.
But he still didnt manage to get to see the tailor girl again.
The young man turned into the white old man today.
Walking to this lonely and quiet street everynight.
5 years back, when he was walking past this street as usual,
he saw a man standing under this lampost.
The white old man walked over and started to share this lampost story.
The man handed out a necklace and a rose scented letter to the old man.
The moment he saw the necklace, he could straight away recognise, it was the one that he had given to the tailor girl back then, and the smell of roses that he would not forget.
The man was the white old man's son, which was the little baby in the womb that fought so strong for his life with his mummy.
& upon that, there was a letter for the white old man.
The tailor girl had passed away, due to teminially ill.
She was poor back then and couldnt afford the transport fee from england back to Australia,
she brought the little baby up into a lawyer right now,
and when her son had the ability to give her money for the air tickets to australia,
she was terminially ill.
she couldnt get off the bed.
But she still remembered her pacts to the white old man.
Before death, she passed a rose scented letter and the necklace to her son and ask him to head off to find his father and bring the old lady's undying love back to the old man's side.
And her son didnt failed her, he brought her love from england back to australia,
and to the lampost. and met her lover.
below the letter, she wrote there :
Thou I am died, our love has not died.
Thou time has seperated us long,
my love has not lessen.
My dear, I am sorry for stooding up our date.
Our son has brought you my love now, let us reunion as a family.
Thou my life had perished, but our love still remains brewing.
Remember, not to wept.
I left, but i moved into your heart, forever.
Our undying love will continue.
Our story hasnt end.
Now, its my turn to wait for you.
I will be waiting for you in heaven, and we shall meet.
Cherish the time with our son, make it up to him as a father.
Remember, our love has not died, our love has not lost.
It lived for eternity, and our pledge of love will be remain, forever.
May we meet again.
Now, help me put on the ring, but not on me, on you instead.
I wait for you.
And Forget me not.
With love, Your wife
And the old man still continues his night walks everynight.
Regardless of rain and snow.
he 'd always sit on the bench and reminiscence back to when their love was growing, to when their smiles were the most brilliant thing on earth.
Whenever he closes his eyes, he will feel as thou the old lady is just right beside him,always.
And wherever he goes, the perfume smell of roses is always engulfing the environment,
as thou the tailor girl was always just right beside him.
With the scent of the rose, the two letters that his wife has left him was always in his coat, everywhere he goes. and the ring was wore as a necklace around his neck.
with carvings on it : Love, My Wife
-x

Labels: there's always a part of me feeling empty

Hi ,
currently im watching the video " Mad by neyo"
It's touching lo ,
the link is here :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_6Og2LIshE
The video for the song was directed by Diane Martel. It premiered on AOL on November 25, 2008. The video, shot in black and white, presents a narrative wherein Ne-Yo argues with his girlfriend (played by Faune Chambers). After leaving, in an attempt to save a child from a car accident, someone is fatally hit. At the end of the video, it is revealed that the whole time it has been the ghost of Ne-Yo's character singing, and that it was him who was killed.
--
Then , today woke up at arnd , 12 pm .
woke up , was having sore throat & a little fever
Chatted w shifu just now on msn & also zuiai ,
then nothing much to post lo.
Found this story on melissa's blog ,
Read it if you are bored .
--

A few nights back.
I was walking alone on the streets.
till then I walked past a lamp post, beside it was a bench.
And I sat there to have a rest.
I was sitting down and went down into deep thoughts.
Wind were blewing to my face, and fallen leaves were sweeping the floor.
And there is this caucasian old man with white beard walking over.
He is a white and had a fluent accent.
We started conversing and he told me that this lamp post were here for a century.
& he also shared me his life story, regards with this lampost.
Back then, this white old man was a young man.
He came from a wealthy and reputable family.
He help his father to tend the business and
one day he went to the streets to get his suit done in a tailor shop.
He saw a young tailor girl, with a small pony tail, a pair of blue and bright shimmering eyes, and a body scent of roses.
This tailor girl was never lack of suitors as she owns not only her good look, but also her good characters, especially her kindness.
She was nice to the stray animals and helped the poor elderly to tailor their garments for free. And of course, the young man fell for her at a sight.
There was once, the young man fell in the woods and was injured.
he went to look for help in a wooden hut.
And it turns out to be the tailor girl.
She helped him with his wounds and bandaged it.
slowly as time passes, they fell in love with each other and got together.
& their daily routine is to meet at 7pm sharp under the lampost at queensway street.
Their love grew stronger and stronger.
While one day on their date, the tailor girl told the young man that she was carrying with his baby.
He was jubilant, but only for a short 5 minutes.
Because he was shouldering all his family's responsibility, and he had a arranged marriaged by his parents.
He decided to use the baby as a truimph card to marry the tailor girl over.
He brought a necklace with a rose pendent and gave it to the tailor girl as a pledge of love.
& well, his parents did not hear any of his words.
Instead they sent a few men to set the tailor girl to fall and lead to miscarriage in secretly.
Without knowing what happened, the young man waited under the lampost as usual, but the tailor girl didnt turn up.
surprisely, it continues for the 2nd, 3rd and 4th day.
But the young man continued waiting and waiting.
Till then, he smelled a scent of roses.
He knew it was the tailor girl's perfume smell, but she was nowhere to be seen.
As he was walking away, he heard a familiar voice calling out for him from the back.
And it happens to be the tailor girl. he ran towards her regardless of obstacles.
This young man hugged her tightly.
He found out that she was miscarriaged and they have lost the baby.
He was devastated, but at the same time he realised that he couldnt live without the tailor girl. Upon knowing what his parents had done, he decided to elope with the tailor girl secretly.
and they had arranged to meet at this lampost only at the day after tomorrow, which is friday,7pm.
The young man got two train tickets to england and got someone to pass the tickets to the tailor girl.
And waited till friday 7pm to come.
When that day finally reach, the young man along with his luggage, headed straight to the street and got to the lampost to find his lover.
But when he was there, he didnt see anyone, instead it was a letter together with a torn train ticket on the bench,beside the lampost.
The letter was scented with rose perfume.
And he opened it to read.
Actually, that girl wasn't miscarriage.
Regards the fall, she managed to keep the baby survive in her womb.
But she kept it to herself because she was afraid that someone might harm her little baby again. The tailor girl left, and went to england alone.
She didnt want the man to give up things that he cared most.
She knew that he was a fillial son and worry most about his old mother's health.
and his father's business is facing problems, only marrying a rich girl will save their financial crisis.
The tailor girl wants the young man to stay in Australia, and tend to his dad's business and move on with his life.
She promise to be back, after everything is blown over.
& with that,
she left a paragraphs of pacts : Millions of apologises my dear.
You have to stay on.
I will keep this baby of ours and upbring him into an adult.
Our love has not lost.
Our love has not died.
We have won the most victorious fame of love.
And Forget me not.
This baby is our fruit of love, and he will inherit all our courage of love.
My dear Gary, I am leaving, alone.
Please do not come and find me.
Stay.
Remember, our love will be for eternity, will be forever.
Wait for me to return, and we shall continue writting on our love story.
I will be back to win our love more victories.
Under this lampost, I shall make my pact, I will be back for you.
And we will reunion, as a family.
Regardless of the distance, my love for you will remain unchange and always.
We will both keep our love alive, for eternity.
I will let our little gem know about his parents romance, and it shall remain as a glory.
in within, my heart is always staying with you my dear.
Remember to get ready for a ring, our wedding ring, and put it on for me when I am back.
Wear it on my left hand;fourth finger. & make me your lawfully wife.
My dear, we are waiting for that day to come, right ?
we will both work hard and look forward to that day we shall reconcile.
We will meet each other again, under this lampost, our pledge of love begins.
Wait for me.
And Forget me not.
With Love, Your wife-to-be
& indeed, the young man waited.
Till now its already 47 years down.
But he still didnt manage to get to see the tailor girl again.
The young man turned into the white old man today.
Walking to this lonely and quiet street everynight.
5 years back, when he was walking past this street as usual,
he saw a man standing under this lampost.
The white old man walked over and started to share this lampost story.
The man handed out a necklace and a rose scented letter to the old man.
The moment he saw the necklace, he could straight away recognise, it was the one that he had given to the tailor girl back then, and the smell of roses that he would not forget.
The man was the white old man's son, which was the little baby in the womb that fought so strong for his life with his mummy.
& upon that, there was a letter for the white old man.
The tailor girl had passed away, due to teminially ill.
She was poor back then and couldnt afford the transport fee from england back to Australia,
she brought the little baby up into a lawyer right now,
and when her son had the ability to give her money for the air tickets to australia,
she was terminially ill.
she couldnt get off the bed.
But she still remembered her pacts to the white old man.
Before death, she passed a rose scented letter and the necklace to her son and ask him to head off to find his father and bring the old lady's undying love back to the old man's side.
And her son didnt failed her, he brought her love from england back to australia,
and to the lampost. and met her lover.
below the letter, she wrote there :
Thou I am died, our love has not died.
Thou time has seperated us long,
my love has not lessen.
My dear, I am sorry for stooding up our date.
Our son has brought you my love now, let us reunion as a family.
Thou my life had perished, but our love still remains brewing.
Remember, not to wept.
I left, but i moved into your heart, forever.
Our undying love will continue.
Our story hasnt end.
Now, its my turn to wait for you.
I will be waiting for you in heaven, and we shall meet.
Cherish the time with our son, make it up to him as a father.
Remember, our love has not died, our love has not lost.
It lived for eternity, and our pledge of love will be remain, forever.
May we meet again.
Now, help me put on the ring, but not on me, on you instead.
I wait for you.
And Forget me not.
With love, Your wife
And the old man still continues his night walks everynight.
Regardless of rain and snow.
he 'd always sit on the bench and reminiscence back to when their love was growing, to when their smiles were the most brilliant thing on earth.
Whenever he closes his eyes, he will feel as thou the old lady is just right beside him,always.
And wherever he goes, the perfume smell of roses is always engulfing the environment,
as thou the tailor girl was always just right beside him.
With the scent of the rose, the two letters that his wife has left him was always in his coat, everywhere he goes. and the ring was wore as a necklace around his neck.
with carvings on it : Love, My Wife
-x

Labels: there's always a part of me feeling empty

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